So I finally got over my plateau that lasted a few months & I hit a major milestone this week.... I am back to my lowest weight every, my pre-pregnancy weight from my first child.
You would think that would make me happy, and while it does, I can't help but be jealous of my friends who have also lost weight. Some of these ladies look amazing! And I'm so jealous of their figures & the way they look.
I'm so hippy (not Hippy as in a Hippie, peace loving person from the 60's, but as in hippy - a person with wide hips). And I hate it!! My hips are so wide and my waist is so small. I know people say an 'hourglass' figure is desirable, but I feel so out of proportion. My whole bottom half is still so large and I just can't figure out how to lose the weight in my lower half.
I have to remind myself that that is just the way my body is shaped. I'm curvy. Also, I've been overweight my entire life & I have excess skin left over. I will never be stick thin. That's just the way I am. I need to accept that & learn to be happy with the way I look.
